i dont understand how after so many months of coexisting in an eternal abyss, darkness as far as the eye could see out of our windows, you still dont know. i have tried and tried and tried to warn you and explain what has happened and yet you refuse to listen, my words go upon deaf ears. what is the point anymore, hm?

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why does everyone still hate me. ive attempted to do everything i can to fix everyone and it won't work. you dont remember, they still fear my existence, she refuses to go anywhere near me. i was only upset, it was a mistake.

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well.

lamb were so close yet so far come on. i cant keep going on like this. do me a favour and [trust me just this once.]